Why does it hurt so bad..? why do i feel so sad..? i thought i was over you, but i keep crying.. When i let myself let go you.. so why does it hurt so bad? I thought i had let you go. So why does it hurt me so? I cannot get you out of my head and it hurts so bad....
Since you gone.. I never feel my life like this. I really broken heart. Don't know what i have suppose to do. Im really felt that i lose you. Deep inside my heart, i really miss you. Really miss you so much. Its killing me inside.
When i first saw you, i don't know what im thinking of you at that time. I close my eyes and the flashback starts..see the lights, see the party the ball gowns, see you make your way through the crowd and you say hello. little did i know. Why we met that night? Why its must happened? Im not an angle for you.. To save your life when your are rebound.. When you are alone.. I just need love.. A man who can love me.. Not a man searching an angle to save his life for time being.. Please... Im not like that baby..
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out.. I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while. Even though going on with you gone still upsets me, There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok. But that’s not what gets me. It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, But I’m doin’it. It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone..Still Harder. Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret. But I know if I could do it over. I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart. That I left unspoken.
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Hmm...hope he read this, take it easy Shida..
i dunno wat will happen to me la zunnur.. its really hurt me so much.
maybe i love him so much zunnur. how could he doing dis to me? ermm... its really hard.
Hi Shida, hope you're okay, you must stay strong. You sound so down and frustrated but I understand your feeling very much because I've been through similar situation before. I know, it can drive us mad, it can spoil our health. Banyak2kan berdoa semoga ada jalan keluar. I guess he's the one who is going to loose some true love, not you. Kuatkan semangat dan kembalikan keyakinan diri, setelah kesusahan ada kesenangan.
Stay strong and Have a nice weekend my friend.
Hi Shida,
How are you? Hope that everything is fine my friend.
Hi Shida,
Thanks for your message in my blog, I'm fine and hope you're in good health too. I'm glad to hear that everything is getting better now, although I don't know what's the status of your relationship now.
Hope to hear from you again my friend.
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